The day my soul started hurting.........
I was juggling too many things in my life
And figured when some of it was released
I would feel like "me" again........
The day my soul started crying
I had too much free time
nothing to fill the hours with.......
And I figured if I could just
"get busy"
I would feel like "me" again.
The day my soul started screaming
I realized that I'm not even sure
what feeling like "me" means.....
and that "busy" doesn't do anything
but prolong the pain.........
Now the task ahead
is to find the pain
and face it........
so that I can find "me"......
It feels like the hardest thing
I've ever had to do.
